Xiaoxiao Wu Artist Statement

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Due to the constant moving home and fostering experiences during my childhood, I have a blurry memory of "home" and lack a sense of belonging. The only thing I remember is the scenery and my imagination about the outside of the window, which is my safety zone, utopian world. I want to use art to create a safe home. Sometimes it is a utopian forest, sometimes it is a window portal, but what remains unchanged is that they all embrace, protect and maintain the soul of the person I was in childhood, my inner child. My works revolve around the influence of family origins and the memories of constant relocations, explore the blurred border between the material and imaginary worlds, trying to figure out  how one can transform into the other and what occurs thereafter.

 

In my work, a rainbow made of wool yarn that traverses the utopian world. In some cultures, the rainbow serves a meaning as a bridge connecting gods and humans, reason and emotion, material and spiritual. The rainbow in my works is also like a bridge connecting me with warm memories. Yarn reminds me of my grandmother. The most peaceful moment in my memories is every evening, sitting with my grandmother on the couch watching TV, while she knitted sweaters for me. So rainbow, like my grandmother, becomes like a life-mentor, a guide, uses a gentle manner to lead me into this world and also guides me out. It is a bridge connecting my imaginary world to reality.

 

My works are filled with contemplation about the distinction between the world outside and the world within the window. Influenced by the fairy tale story, Buddhism, Taoism, and psychotherapy. I incorporate “reparenting” into my work. Nurturing my 'inner child,' the part of me that may still be grappling with past hurts and needs. I invite viewers to seek not only to echo my personal experiences but to resonate with their own stories of growth, loss, and healing.